I'm a very introspective person. Even the littlest things I encounter in my day cause me to ponder and think deeply. This can be a drain on my emotions. The Psalms of King David are so relatable to me because one day I can be standing firm, confident, and shouting the praises of God, and the next day wondering why I'm even living - but I also come back to I praise God anyway in the midst of my darkest questions.
Mondays are intended to be reserved for study of the Word and time in His Presence. But my best intentions often get bushed back with pending issues with the business. Yet this morning, I was determined to reclaim my Mondays, and as I sit here with my Bible, pen, and paper - a thought fluttered by about all the work I could be doing and I quickly swatted it down because I NEED THIS DAY TO BE A BETTER ME. I need this day to do business better, to interact with family, friends, and customers with grace and mercy.
How profoundly it hit me that to care for our spirit and soul is of utmost importance to be our best.
Isn't that what the Sabbath is for? Yes. Absolutely. But like everyone else, the Sabbath seems to be filled with responsibilities and people. For me, I need a day, alone, quiet, with no responsibilities, and no conversations except with the Lord.
What do you need to be the best you? Even though it takes time or money - do it! You can't pour out if nothing is being poured in.
Amen.